Wow, it's been a long time since I've posted here on dA. My life recently changed back in March when I lost my mom to cancer. It was very sudden and something so completely unexpected, not to mention shook me to the core. She was diagnosed and gone within 3 days. I was there with her during those 3 days and also there when she passed. It's about 3 months since she's passed and it's still so raw. I expect her to call me when I'm out feeding the horses, just to ask me what I'm doing. Or drop by after work on her way home to pick up the dinner that I fixed. We had plans (like we do every year) to attend the local "world's largest yard sale", or harness racing at a local fair in September. Those were always our "go to" things to look forward to every year. It's amazing how life can change at the drop of a hat and change your life dramatically.
I have been trying to keep busy doing artwork and totally immersing myself in that. At the time when my mom was sick I was painting a commission for a lady, so needless to say it was very difficult to want to work. I had to force myself. But, it kept my mind occupied if at least for a little while. Then I get another call. My stepdad passed less than 2 months after my mom. I won't get in to the kind of man he was or how he treated my mom. But my stepfamily has always been the nightmare of stepfamilies. There are things of my moms that my stepfamily refuses to give me that mean nothing to them but everything to me. They even took my mom's dog and will not let me see him. This whole ordeal has been nothing short of a nightmare. I'm angry and I'm tired. I'm tired of the pettiness, the greed and the selfishness. It's sad, really. And the only thing that let's me escape daily is my artwork.
I have new work that I will post. I've been exploring watercolor and acrylic more since I can't do graphite any longer. My hands ache when I do pencil in layers so those days are behind me I fear. I am having fun with color though.
Anyway, that's what's going on in my world. Feel free to share what's going on in yours.